Dealing Flesh by Birgit Waldschmidt

Author:Birgit Waldschmidt [Waldschmidt, Birgit]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Biographies & Memoirs, Retail, Sex addiction, Nonfiction, Memoirs
Amazon: B00ATHPR7U
Publisher: B. Waldschmidt
Published: 2012-12-26T05:00:00+00:00

At 6:00 a.m., I check in at a downtown Los Angeles location to participate as background in a blockbuster movie. While waiting amongst hundreds of extras on a so-called cattle call inside a big room, the production assistant singles me out to pose as a stand-in for a brief scene with the female lead opposite a major star, well…his stand-in. I sense Starlight bubbling over with felicity as I shake hands with director John Woo between takes, who then chats with me for a couple of minutes.

Blushetta: Way too terrifying. Get me out of here…NOW.

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I meet a guy at an event. He is fire and flames for me. His dark, mysterious energy, the exotic look and olive-colored skin draws me near at once. I have a hard time placing his origin; after all, he could be mulatto, East Indian, Middle Eastern, or of another ethnic background. Since his name escapes me, I am going to call him “Mystery Man.” While I flirt intensely with the smooth talker, he reveals that he works for one of the major television studios.

Starlight: Fabulous.

“I’d like to kidnap you, tie you to the bed, blindfold you, and make wild passionate love to you for days,” he tells me today while sitting inside a coffee shop.

“I’d get you pregnant over and over, and we’ll have lots of children.”

I feel Fantasia running wild with the enticing torrent of his words. Her imaginative abilities make me all tingly inside. If I’m really honest with myself, I must confess that the dude is really not my type; it is something else that pushes me to seek him out.

“Come by the studio tomorrow, and I’m going to introduce you to the string pullers,” he tempts.

Starlight: He can get me on a soap opera. Wackadooleedoo.

Doubt Cloud: I can’t be on no soap. I suck at memorizing lines.

Starlight: Shut up.

Five o’clock rolls around. “Mystery Man” shows up as planned. He tours me through the ghostly hallways of the big building behind Gate B. My heart races as he acquaints me with a couple of men inside one of the offices. They look over my portfolio book and request that I leave a headshot. I do. From here, “Mystery Man” shows me a few more points of interest within the building. My pulse rate increases even more, now that we enter the sound stage, and the heavy padded door of the well-insulated room shuts behind us.

Tough Gal: I don’t have a good feeling about this. Be careful.

Scaredy Cat: Yeah, spookaaay.

The next moment, the fellow walks toward me and grabs me so tight that I feel incapable of moving. He seals my lips with his, jamming his tongue down my throat in demanding fashion while breathing heavily.

Starlight: I should have remembered that nothing in ‘Hollywood’ is free, not even connections. But I better take this short cut, or I’ll never get to a substantial spot in my career.

Tough Gal: Hell you are.

Scaredy Cat: Ruuunnn.

I quickly free myself of the man’s embrace.

“Sorry, but I’m not ready for this much action.

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